And many happy returns...

Dear readers, I am back.

I must apologize for my sudden lack of posting, as I was in hiding for the past two years.

My running from the Order has lead me far from anywhere inhabitable and north into the frozen wastes.

Not much happens up here, I spend my days reading tomes full of arcane magicks during the day, and I scavenge for food during the night (the moon is waning.)

As of now... I have had no luck in my search for the cure for my inner puppy, although my advances in blood magic are quite strong.

I have yet to master summoning the Blood Golem, but I have made great progress with Blood Worms and these child sized creatures called Satyrs. There is this huge expanse of power in the universe, and if I could just learn to harness it, I would be able to cure my Lycanthropy and summon Rethilmere back from whatever plane of existence he seems to have disappeared into...

Back to the frozen north...

It's cold. Barren. And seems to be devoid of others of my kind... or you know... anything at all... other than this small town, I can't find anything for miles. This place looks like a truck-stop in the middle of a white desert... with lots of trees...

I will begin recounting my adventures to you over the next few days, I wish I could type it all for you now, but I must disappear into the woods before I am spotted, I will probably try to establish some living space among the humans within the week, its too cold out, even for me.

Trudging along...

No breakthroughs with my curse today... the moon is almost half full and i shaved twice today... at noon and again around dinner...

Interesting...

I ran into an old friend of mine at the Library, it was entertaining. I don't think she was quite expecting to see me at all... or ever again for that matter...

I will continue to search for my cure, hopefully I will discover something before my cycle begins at the next full moon.

Maybe I have been looking in all the wrong places, I will try Mayan, Aztec, and maybe Indian spiritualism in my next endeavors since blood magic has been failing me epically.
I did stumble across a new spell in my book... It involves summoning small creatures known as "blood worms," I will try it out and post about the results.

Wish me luck.

Strange disturbances in the community...

It seems that all the youth in this area have vacated for the day...

It's rather unnerving to have such silence in this usually busy place. If Master Rethilmere would untie me and let me out for a while I could find my blasted book. Seeing as the New Moon is tonight I should be totally safe off my "leash."

I'm also noticing that my hair growth depends on the phase of the moon as well... I haven't had to shave for a few days now, I'll look into this some more.

None of my blood magic seems to work in the house, (if one could call a concrete box home,) He might have put up some sort of barrier or field to keep me from escaping. I'll get out eventually.

Well, my stomach is empty, so I can expect the usual noise to return soon... the young must return home to feed, no?